Watching Bangyong trembling and crrying while begging her husband to tell her everything is alright... makes me shudder.
I'm talking about the 7pm Korean tv serial on channel U.
I shudder because I was her. I had been her.
It was so painful to watch, yet I felt a wee bit consoled that my time was over.
It was so painful... I started having multiple flashbacks; some real, some imagined.
I can never avoid such shows. They are every where. In every tv show.
But as the years go by... I cope better.
I'm ashamed to say that I haven't really let go. Because I've yet to learn to forgive that woman.
One girl once told me, she doesn't hate her marriage-crasher, but she couldn't forgive her either.
I suppose I couldn't do both. Negative.
With the coming of our third child... I reckon we'd move on to greater heights in our marriage.
With this new height, I really hope I'd be enlightened to learn forgiveness.
Together with him, I hope we can both learn to be better spouses, better parents, better persons.
P/s: this entry is totally different from what had been accidentally deleted. But well, it's a different perspective of a different situation at a different time. Cheers anyway!