I'm starting to freak out. Period.
Breastfeeding and carrying a child in my womb is not the most exciting event. E.V.E.R.
I have to make sure I take enough nutrients for both kids. And not to mention yours truly.
I know the reason why I'm hungry all the time, yet I can't help thinking how ugly I'd become. Again.
I thought I'd be done with looking like a potato forever. But alas!
I hate looking like a potato.
I hate my swollen big face and thick extremities.
I hate passing urine all the time.
I hate tiredness.
I wish the baby would grow inside Chris instead of me.
Please let me lament. I'm so resigned to fate now; I just need reality to sink in before I start pulling my socks up and work hard to look just as good as a fat potato.
The next thing I know... I'll be on my way to skinnyhood again.
On hindsight... It sure feels good to be eating again.
I know.
I'm such a prick.