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Thursday, June 17, 2010

Why is it that I take it on myself to shoulder everyone's pain?



I have no idea.



It seems right that I should be the one to solve your problems, cheer you up, make you feel welcomed, find you a soulmate, et cetera et cetera.



YOU, refers to almost anyone and everyone I've crossed path with.



And to not make YOU happy, seems almost cardinally wrong.



Sadness comes to me so quickly...



Just as anger, abandonment, loneliness and all other emotions grip me.



What is my purpose in life? I'm not quite sure it's the usual purpose others have in theirs...



How can I take away YOUR sufferings and make everything okay again?



I know how painful it is... To not be able to live happily; in contentment.



If only I could take away everyone's sufferings... And suffer in their place.



What is one broken soul compared to millions who could be saved?



Is this how you feel sometimes?



Or am I abnormal?



Seriously... I think I'm abnormal.



I'm no God; I can't mend broken souls. I should just get on with mending my own...



And stop adding burdens to my already tortured soul.



If you are reading this and you have had a very bad day/ life/ relationship, please stay strong....



Because the rain will eventually stop, and the floods in orchard road will eventually clear... Flowers bloom again after winter passes... And there is nothing sweeter than tasting bliss after agony... Because you knew how much better it is, isn't it?