Please tell me this is it.
That this is the end.
That I need not remember any longer. That I need not ever feel the pain ever ever again.
I'm getting quite numb already. Almost resiliently impenetrable.
I'll just leave it to You to settle what I couldn't; have mo control over. Right now, I'll just concentrate on breathing. Because sometimes... It hard even to try take a painless breath...
Makes me wanna stop breathing altogether... What is it like...? To be finally at peace?