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Friday, December 11, 2009
weighty issue

My new target: 40kg weight.

I'm so sick of looking at myself. Why do I still look so freaking fat and bloated?! I'm exactly one kilogram away from 44kg and yet I look nowhere near skinny!

Let's see if weighing 40kg would make any difference; otherwise, 38kg sounds good too. 三八, 三八. Stupid fats, die die die!

Seriously... I'll wait till I reach 40kg, then I'll talk about hitting the thirties. Seems a little too far-fetched now that I'm still stuck at 45.

Something is freaking wrong with me, I know. But I really don't know what to do with me. So I guess I'll just keep going till something beat the crap out of me and make me stop.

Sigh. If only I'm competing with a fat arsed woman. But then again, no one said anything about competition; its just me... I am so. so. sick in the mind.