i need
I need a break.
Seriously.
I need to hear the sound of waves and feel the sea breeze blowing against my weary face.
I need a full body massage, one with aromatic oil all over me.
I need tantalizing ice cream, loads of it. Non-fat.
I need company. So he can hear me tell him how much I enjoy his company; even though he always asks me to do stuffs for him. Even though I complain. He has no idea what life was like when he didn't want me to do stuffs for him. When he had someone else to do stuffs for him.
I'm digressing. Sorry.
I need to breathe. And remember to count my blessings. Cos I forget sometimes... and it may cost me my life.
I need to survive hatred...
... And envy. And wrath. Its all still in me. And I'm choke-full of them. They are asphyxiating me.
I need God. Period.