Sometimes, I wished that I had not done it for the reason I had.
It's juvenile; and I am paying the price for it.
With my children.
I'm turning into a person I hate and fear everyday.
And I am losing control.
One day, I will come to realize that it's karma and retribution.
And fully accept it.
Till that day comes, I will keep my faith in denial and hope.
Something has ran dry.
Yet it has turned to its back up and went automatic.
Bleeding.
It just won't stop.